chipdouglas

Fri, 09 Dec 2005 21:52:54 GMT

it only snows like this
once in a blue moon
ill just piss
and update my livejournal soon
work was empty today
i was so cheerful
still i wish a had a glass
of beer FULL
so i could be content
and so that we could be friends
and so i can be happy
otherwise friendship will end
because when it snows like this
i wish i was fucking wasted

Good Ol' Cousin Kevin

Thu, 17 Nov 2005 23:19:50 GMT

Were on our own............COUSIN!!!
All alone.............COUSIN!!!
we thought of some nice games to play
now the grownups had all gone away
now you werent too much fun being blind deaf and dumb
but ive noone to play with today
DO YOU KNOW HOW TO PLAY HIDE AND SEEK!
to find me it would take you a weak!!
And tied to that chair
you wont go anywhere..
theres alot that i can do with a freak.....HOW WOULD YOU FEEL!!
IF I TURNED ON THE BATH!!!
dunked you head under
and started LA----HALFFFF!!!!
what would you do if i shut you outsidee!!
to stand in the rain and catch cold
till you died!!!
IM THE SCHOOL BULLY!
the classroom cheat...
the nastiest playfriend
you ever could meet!!
ILL STICK PINS IN YOUR FINGERS!
and spikes on your seat

ill drag you around by a lock of your hair
and give you a PUSH!!
at the top of the stairs!!

good ol' cousin kevin......never to be performed live by the who again, due to entwistle is dead (bassist) and everyone else is working on something, Daltry is working on the Keith Moon Biography....(whos drummer who died in 78) and Townshend is working on releasing a solo cd of stuff from back when they were in the who, hes recording it and its gonna be released sooon, thats what i know, do you care? no cuz you most likely dont like the who, or only know teenage wasteland

If I werent so lost, I wouldnt of come to you

Sun, 28 Aug 2005 04:41:45 GMT

If have love for me, Comment. If you hate my music, then you dont love me. Cuz if you loved my music, then you truely understand where i am in my head. Also........tell me where you think i am in my head. Its not much, but the person that wins hears my new song first. But if you love me or part of me (my music)..........youll compete like muthas.

Now that summers almost over......

Thu, 04 Aug 2005 21:32:54 GMT

Now that its the end of summer, i guess its back to plan A

1)Build Time Machine
2)Go back to 1994 MTV Studios Singled Out! Set.
3)Kidnap Jenny Mccarthy

Sun, 31 Jul 2005 19:47:19 GMT

Your making an ass of yourself? Does anyone actually get this statement? I believe it means put literally "You are taking your own body mold and changing into an ass". Maybe the wonder twins came up with this joke. FORM.Of. AsS

Amazon.com free shipping service kinda sux

Fri, 29 Jul 2005 12:06:46 GMT

Ok it is free in all, but on Sunday July 24 I ordered three horror movies, it said like 5 - 9 business days, but i looked on amazon and nothing even shipped til thursday the 28th when it should of shipped on the monday after i ordered. Now they are like. Expected arrival date Aug. 5 - 9. Thats some serious fucking bullshit they say 5-9 to make you feel good........but its more like 2 or more weeks, i might not have it until the monday or tuesday after the week after next week. Fucking bullshit.

Fri, 22 Jul 2005 19:44:39 GMT

i just went to the high school to talk about college
and basicly what mr mcspirit did is give me a 20 minute lecture on why hes worthless to mehes like "You need to apply at home first, then come to any of the ladies at the front desk, and get them to mail your transcript to the school........blah blah blah jibba jabba, Theres more to movies then just watching them...blah blah blah im worthless to you." I told him i was interested in film, and he was acting like "O you cant be in film just cuz you watch a lot of movies". I told him Im mostly interested in the writing and acting aspect of it, for like screenplays and scripts and the actual acting out portion. Id love to get into creative writing. When i mentioned creative writing, hes like well why didnt you take it your senior year.......I was fucking about to beat the shit out of someone. Ms mcverry wouldnt sign my fucking paper WHEN I WANTED TO TAKE IT ALRIGHT MCSPIRIT!!! You know, i thought you were an alright Robot at first but now your just pishing me off.

I Couldnt sleep

Thu, 14 Jul 2005 13:56:58 GMT

My whole childhood is here and gone, Did i embrace it to its fullest? No i didnt, but its like society was holding me back, Since the fucking 1st grade I had an exclusive friend for every year and most of the time, they dropped me cuz they found out how much of a psycho i was, or i dropped them due to boredom. You know how people tell you "Dont let your childhood pass you by, these are you best years, live em to the fullest". Mine are here and gone, and what do i have to show for it. Absolutely fucking nothing. I tried dumbing myself down with drugs and you know, that doensn't even fucking work, your mind always find a way to peek its way out, and fucking fuck with you. Id rather be dead, theres so much i didnt do as a child, theres a lot of people that i like couldnt talk to cuz they thought I was too weird, that was my main problem with the friend thing. Im not gonna lie tho, as a kid, i was a spoiled lil bitch, and thats the truth. But.....Its alot better not to be, it only holds you down in the end. Where im going to go from here? Even I dont know that, Id love to be an actor/musician, or maybe just have my own show thats been my dream since I was like 13.

People are fucking ridiculous

Wed, 13 Jul 2005 14:38:58 GMT

You know, I dont know how many times in a livejournal entry that ive said "I just dont know anymore", but you know, I just dont. Im starting to think that all those crazy sci-fi movies, where the world might just be a game, everyone here isnt real, its all a simulation, maybe im just trapped in this fucked up simulation called "Earth" and im being controlled by a higher power holding a video game controller, and all the other people, with all your problems sad or happy who cares, cuz theres so much out there going on besides you, people need to wake up and realize this, I dont give a fuck about my feelings because I know how useless they are. Everyone has their own specific opinions, everyone has their specific ways of life, I believe that everyone's opinions changes over a short period of time, maybe like two years, since like elementary school, ive had a lot of different friends, they either wanted to stop hanging out with me, or I wanted to stop hanging out with them. I think whats happening is, the perfect life is all about not "glitching" this video game called LIFE. My life is totally glitched, its like I was supposed to have other friends or some shit, cuz I can never really completely relate with one person, my views are too fucked up for the world, and most can't relate to them. thats why Id love to become a musician and plague the earth with my banter, cuz if you can do that, you then make yourself a virus. Virus's spread throughout someones body and eventually kills them if unproperly cured. Well that's the same with me, only im not gonna stop till someone puts a bullet in my head, and im not gonna do it myself, im gonna make someone work for that shit..........I got a new song btw, "Don't Burn Down the Woods"

Ol' Nutbutter's House of Treats

Tue, 05 Jul 2005 19:20:54 GMT

NOTE: I NEED TO JAM MORE NOT BY MYSELF!!! ITS GETTING MEGA LAME!!!!

So far........heres the dill on Geist and The Dead Dictators
As you all know or dont know from lack of interest
Im Geist
They are the dead dictators
What we have done so far will be put towards the first cd which originally was going to be an ep, but i said fuck it, and now itll be a cd.
To be a dead dictator, all you have to do is show up hahahha, or like contact me, also note, this is not only my band, once your in you have just as much right calling it your band that i do, unless you play triangle and suck at it....cuz who sux at playing triangle...Anyways, If you are currently in bands, and you cant be in this band full time, no prob, If you come and do a song, it'll say (Feat. whoever you are), but if you wanna be full time, then be full time. Another note, anyone who doesnt know already i have tons of lyrics written,if you have lyrics feel free to bring them thats the great thing, if you wanna sing to it, be my guest, its a pretty open band, just remember, its a fucked up band. Post comments if interested.

Fri, 17 Jun 2005 19:37:53 GMT

sleeping in cars with bums is a sleezy situation
whats worse is going to work
when the money your making is taken
from someone that you owe
But by actually going to work that
it will really show that you have a lil class
and your not so much of ass
that everyone thought you were
enough psychobabble bullshit
just call me sir....

Attentione, Mi Pablo ist Choo Choo Train

Sun, 12 Jun 2005 13:39:13 GMT

You know, self teaching yourself anything is probably the most interesting ways to challenge your mind. It's a great way to escape the normal world, you just get so caught up in it that you lose track of time and everything is just right afterwards, you feel like you actually did something for yourself rather then vegging out on tv, (NOTE:All Tv is Someone Elses Ideas), opposed to challenging your mind a little, and making your own.
Sometimes its gets rather boring being alone and playing bass gets lame, it's kind of causing me to gain another personality, ive been talking to myself so much lately that it's pretty scary. And Wow, doesnt it shock you that all of this entry was an actual entry then my normal banter. Guess im in a weird mood today.

This is the last time i'll....................ABANDON YOU!!!

Tue, 31 May 2005 20:09:00 GMT

Uh oh.............could it be time for a record!!! IM GONNA MAKE A VINYL! FUCK NO!! 8 TRACK!!! "..........and my evil ways............." EP coming soon Featuring "Count in Straight Jacket" "Dec. 25th" "Frostbite" "Chaka Khan" AND THE 13TH MOTHERFUCKING WONDER OF THE WORLD!!!!! THE SINGING KITTY!!!!

Tue, 26 Apr 2005 16:41:29 GMT

Alright heres an entry........Im sick of old people asking so many fucking questions and bringing you down all the time. Like this old lady the other day was like "You can eat all that ramen and pizza now, but soon itll catch up to you". Fucking bitches man, i hate people because no matter who anyone is, they always try to bring you down. I normally dont let this happen because i dont talk to people, Ive always kept to myself and thats how its gonna be fo'life.

Well got that effects pedal, its awesome, Hello Skinny sounds awesome with fuzz. lol just figured that out the other night. Alright well im gone...

Sulkin like Macaulay Culkin

Wed, 13 Apr 2005 23:40:37 GMT

Dam man..........................Im fuckin sulkin..............like macaulay...............culkin.

Tue, 12 Apr 2005 18:20:15 GMT

NICOTINE VALIUM VICADIN MARAJUANA ECSTASY AND ALCOHOL Oooooooooooooohhhhhhhh NICOTINE VALIUM VICADIN MARAJUANA ECSTASY AND ALCOHOL NICOTINE VALIUM VICADIN MARAJUANA ECSTASY AND ALCOHOL Oooooooooooooooooooooooooooo NICOTINE VALIUM VICADIN MARAJUANA ECSTASY AND ALCOHOL COO COO COO COO COO COCAINE!!!!! WOOOOOOO!!! CO CO CO CO CO COCAINE!!!!!

My New Song

Fri, 08 Apr 2005 15:57:28 GMT

Well, I recorded a demo of me playing "Count In Straight Jacket" If you wanna hear it, im me, if your reading this you know my sn on aim so, yap. Other news, Sin City blows, check out my movie review site, I pissed off a few people with that review.

Fever Pitch comes out today in theaters, I think im actually going to see it.

Mon, 28 Mar 2005 19:41:48 GMT

You know, I may be really fussy with food, but i could be homeless. Because all the food i do eat is cheap. Saltine crackers, Ramen.

Thats all id need brotha.

Gettin a knack down on the Bass

Sun, 27 Mar 2005 20:14:02 GMT

Yeah, lately, basically what ive been doing is playing my bass, its a lot o' fun. Been playing Perfect Dark, but for some reason its giving me motion sickness when i play too long, like i feel really sick like im going to throw up. It's pretty fucked up man lol.

I'm writing a song, called "Wally the Whale" its about the whale at sea world before Shamou, they boot him back into the wild because one day he got pissed and stopped doing flips. Yeah its a really sad story. Like free willy, only without all the crying, the sadness is resembled.........with like godly figures, like moses and that dude that made the set it and forget it machine.

Whats on my mind?

Mon, 21 Mar 2005 14:43:22 GMT

Right now I feel like nothing matters, I mean, i've kinda felt like this for a couple years. I need to find the truth, why im truly here, cause it really blows being me. I can't really relate to anyone, I'm truly alone now. Alone so that I can seek out whatever destined path lies ahead. I've said this before to many people, I believe that i'm here to do something big, because why else would a life like mine been wasted just so that I can be different, who the fuck cares that im different, its not a blessing, its more of a curse. Creativity doesn't come cheap, you have to put yourself into deep isolation to get the best thoughts and ideas out of yourself, because when your alone is when that caveman with the chisel comes, and starts chiseling ideas ( you know the one you see during Ricki Lake commercials) o forget it, im done

Semooooooooooooolinaaa!! Was a seashell..........AT THE SHORESHEE!!

Wed, 09 Mar 2005 18:37:58 GMT

Well, i dont know what imma do yet this weekend, im actually thinking bout going to that show at the armory on friday, itll give me something to do, and for 5 bux, how could ya go wrong, i think it starts at 6

Other then that show, still 16 days till qotsa, and i dont have a ticket, nor a way to get to the show, so now im gonna have to miss a queens show, this realllllllllllllllllllllllllllllly pisses me off. But whatev..........o and The Residents..............kick ass!

IS THERE LIFE ON MARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sun, 06 Mar 2005 18:31:38 GMT

I wrote a song, about the count from sesame street, in a straight jacket, blurting random shit about numbers, the chorus is " Vwon, Two Three...............Vwon Two Three!!..............Vwon Two Three wont you count with me its quite you see JUST COUNT WITH ME!!!!.......Vwon Two Three!"

Yeah, i got a bass line for it and everything......its awesome, in other news, my movie review thing is at 346 views now, thats a lot, for those who havent been checking, Be Cool and Ray were reviewed, and im just still left here thinking.......with david bowie of course............IS THERE LIFE ON MARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wed, 02 Mar 2005 22:54:44 GMT

Yeah i told everyone in gym that i hated everyone, they all looked curious, and asked me, do you hate me, im like why yes of course?, Cant exclude anyone making a comment like that, wouldnt want them to feel left out, i basically just told them i hate everyone because everyones a complete deutschebag to me so why try to be their friends? its just a joke

I wrote a poem, could be a song i guess

Mon, 28 Feb 2005 16:34:28 GMT

Truth of the World by Andrew Kowalec
In the depth of the mind I wander
Wander around so free
In the deepest thought when your all alone
Is when youll start to see
The truth of the world is not too complicated
See theres people and your just jaded
When i wake up from my altered state
Tell me if anythings changed
Otherwise its time to go
My time has passed, this i know
Ive seen it all, nothing impresses
People in general are just huge messes
In my eyes this worlds dead
what more blood does it have to shed
The truth of the world is everyones faded
While im just left here bitter and jaded
Life will never be the same
It all seems like some kind of game
Who controls us? Whats the purpose?
Are we all mario? Jumping for coins and hitting the surface
Marios confused and so am I
The truth of the world is bullshit
Its time to die

Kickin ace on my bass

Fri, 25 Feb 2005 18:22:57 GMT

Yeah im really getting used to bass fast, i can already play alice in chains "got me wrong", "feel good hit of the summer" by qotsa, "Low Rider" by war (not sure if im on time, have to see on amp). But yea its been fun. I wrote a song about this dude being pissed about the cat getting let out, and the dude catches some guy letting his cat out, and he kills him, its totally awesome.